My Alter Ego and Me
My Alter Ego and Me

Subscribe to www.tessabarrie.com

Sign up to hear about new blog posts, sales, and events.

PRIVACY POLICY

If you voluntarily sign up to My Alter Ego and Me for Tessa Barrie's newsletter or blog, this site will record your email address. You can refuse to supply personal information, but that will exclude you from certain related activities such as receiving newsletters, blogs, and free offers. When subscribers click on a link in one of my emails or fills out a form, the site may record this information. Subscribers may unsubscribe at any time.


We ensure the security of any personal information we hold by using secure data storage technologies provided by godaddy.com in how we store, access and manage that information. 

ABOUT TESSA BARRIE

Tessa Barrie - Photo Credit: Rob Currie. Jersey Evening Post.

Photo Credit: Rob Currie. Jersey Evening Post.

Tessa Barrie is the alter ego of Sally Edmondson, who was born in Harrogate, Yorkshire. She had a maternal Greek grandmother she adored, and her DNA results confirm her heritage is a diverse European mix. Tessa's genes are 59% from East Midlands, Yorkshire & The Humber and North East England, and 41% from Greece & Albania, Northern Italy, Ireland, Norway and Iceland. She now lives in Jersey, Channel Islands, UK.


She recalls her early life as more Little House on the Prairie than The Waltons because it was fraught with drama. However, intermingled with the emotional disruption, she remembers humour squeezing its way through the frayed feelings. Incorporating bittersweet humour in her writing is very important to Tessa, who believes a subtle sprinkling of humour is essential... however dark a story gets.


Tessa left secondary school at sixteen, branded the class clown, saying she 'wanted to write.' At seventeen, she took a brief journalism course in London before freelancing for provincial newspapers and magazines.


There was a problem, though. Her column in the local paper was quite risqué, and she didn’t want her mother to know who was writing it. So, with the help of her best friend, they brainstormed the pen name ‘Tessa Barrie’ because she had a dog called Tessa, and she had always been a closet Barry Manilow fan. The name stuck, despite bastardising his name a bit.


Tessa's early writing influence was Sue Limb, whose Dulcie Domum's Bad Housekeeping sewed the seed in Tessa's brain that she might like to write novels with a sprinkling of humour. Then along came Helen Fielding, who introduced the world to the gorgeous Bridget Jones, which made up Tessa's mind to write bittersweet stories about relatable MCs navigating their way through life.


Realising that if she wanted to live somewhere more salubrious than a leaky writer's garret, she had to knuckle down and get a 'proper job,' and worked in Jersey's finance sector for many years, but never stopped writing.


In 2017, Tessa met the late Barbara Large, the founder and, for 34 years, Director of the Winchester Writers' Conference, who, together with the author and public speaker Adrienne Dines, gave Tessa the confidence to forge ahead with her first novel. After featuring on the odd longlist and a few false starts, Just Say It, a bittersweet family saga, was published in 2021.


More recently, Tessa has drawn inspiration from participating in Beth Kempton's writing sanctuaries and the BBC Maestro online classes. She believes that starting to write novels later in life has made her more determined, and her third novel, a psychological drama, The Rebuilding of Freya Michaels, which by her own admission is "a bit of a diversion,' will be published in 2026.


Follow Sally Barrie’s Blog - a recent rechristening by Zoe Quinlan.


Recent articles: 


Interview with Literary Titan 31/07/2025


Interview with Tom Ogg of the Jersey Evening Post 27/07/25


Interview with The Readers House, 2024


Facebook:  https://www.facebook.com/TessaBarrieAuthor/

Twitter:  https://twitter.com/TessaBarrie

Instagram:  https://www.instagram.com/tessa_barrie/

Amazon:   https://www.amazon.co.uk/Tessa-Barrie/e/B096RQ62YG


Cassie the Blog Dog - Tessa Barrie's right hand paw.

Cassie the Blog Dog

​Cassie the Blog Dog is Tessa's constant companion and right-hand paw. 


She started blogging as a young pup - her in-depth interview with celebrity chef Sir Bentley Bulldog when she was a rookie reporter was published in Dogue magazine when she was still using puppy pads.


Cassie became Tessa’s chief editorial advisor during Lockdown, a time when tracking down her blog dog stories was restricted. A role she says sends her barking mad, but she is always by Tessa’s side when she writes.


“She benefits from my strong technical writing skills and the ability I have to connect with readers on an emotional and intellectual level. What more can I say?"


When Cassie’s busy daily schedule allows, she writes the occasional blog on Facebook.




To buy books - click on photos

The Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook received the 

Literary Titan silver award on 1/8/25


"Overall, an enjoyable, light read with a few raucous moments and a satisfying ending."



The remote village of Didsbrook is thrown into turmoil after its best-known resident, the former actress turned best-selling novelist Jocelyn Robertshaw, is found dead under mysterious circumstances.

Villagers are appalled to learn that the charismatic Jocelyn died from Hemlock poisoning. Police claim she shot and ate a quail that had ingested hemlock. A theory disputed by all who knew her well. The animal-loving Jocelyn would never kill anything, but due to the lack of forensic evidence, police rule death by misadventure.

Jocelyn’s young protégée, Lucy Fothergill, determined to discover the truth about what happened to her mentor, discovers a hidden stash of Jocelyn’s notebooks, revealing jaw-dropping secrets from Jocelyn’s past. The impression Jocelyn gave the world that she lived a near-perfect life was an Academy Award-winning performance.

Believing the events from Jocelyn’s past may have led to her death forty-eight years later, Lucy begins to piece together the clues that lead to the truth.

The sleepy village of Didsbrook is about to wake up!


Link to an interview with and review by 

Literary Titan















The humour shines through in this bittersweet family drama!


Just Say It is the debut novel by Tessa Barrie and was released in June 2021. It received the Readers’ Favourite award on 10/24/2021


'A bittersweet family drama about what it means to love unconditionally and grow 

from the past.' Lauren Jones of Turning Another Page


Turning forty, Lisa Grant is broke, alone and living in rural Gloucestershire, hurtling towards an inevitable midlife crisis.

Romantically, she pushes people away. She cannot say, "I love you." Jack, the only love of her life, put the Atlantic Ocean between them after they fell out the last time and now lives in New York.

Fearing for her sanity, she addresses the problem she has carried with her for the past forty years - her narcissistic mother, Elizabeth.

When Lisa was six years old, her father disappeared, and her mother kept the truth about why he left the family home hidden. When starting her journalistic career, Lisa reconnects with her father and discovers grim truths about her controlling mother.

After four decades of sparring with her impossible mother, Lisa cultivates a more rational and sympathetic approach to discovering why her mother lacks empathy. Believing childhood trauma may be responsible, Lisa harnesses her journalistic skills to investigate her mother's past and is shocked by what she finds.







Nostalgic look back through the life and career of a pioneer


Brian Trubshaw was the chief test pilot for BAC before he became the chief test pilot for the British prototype Concorde 002 during its development phase, and I was proud to say he was my stepfather.


He was regarded as one of Britain's most famous names in aviation. As a test pilot for Vickers-Armstrongs, he test-flew the Viscount, the Valiant, the VC10 and Super VC10. 


I believed it was important for Brian to record his lifetime achievements in aviation, and I take all credit for persuading him to do it. It wasn’t an easy task because, despite his exceptional career, he was a very modest man. 

Once he agreed to do it, the least I could do was offer to help him put it together, which I took tremendous pride in doing, and I miss him every day. 


In Brian Trubshaw - Test Pilot, Brian describes his early days as an RAF bomber pilot in World War II, followed by service with Transport Command and the prestigious King's Flight. Brian’s career took off after he left the RAF in 1950 to join the Vickers-Armstrongs (Aircraft) staff at Weybridge as a test pilot. 


During the following years, Brian was closely involved with the flight test programmes for the Vickers Valiant nuclear bomber and the BAC 1-11 and VC10 airliners. 


In 1965 he became Chief Test Pilot for BAe and later piloted Concorde 002 on her maiden flight on 9th April 1969. 


Brian's descriptions are interwoven with insights into the manoeuvrings of politicians, industrialists and trade unions, ultimately leading to the decline of the British aircraft industry in the 1970s.



REVIEWS FOR THE SECRET LIVES OF THE DOYENNE OF DIDSBROOK

THE DOYENNE PRESS RELEASE PDF

Compliled by Literary Titan

Download PDF

SAMPLE OF THE SECRET LIVES OF THE DOYENNE OF DIDSBROOK

Reviews for Just Say It

Sally Barrie’s Blog

My blog has had many titles over the years. Initially known as Lost Blogs, before evolving into Tessa Barrie’s Lost Blogs. In 2025, my friend, Zoe Quinlan, knicknamed me Sally Barrie. So my blog has been rechristened again!

BOOK CLUB KIT - DISCUSSION QUESTIONS

THE PREAMBLE


I would love to talk to your group either online or face-to-face. Either way, I would love to know what you thought about my two novels to date.


I can offer EBOOKs for both books, and I also have a book biblet available to send to reading groups for The Doyenne, and when I am a bit more organised, I will order a biblet for Just Say It.


I was made redundant just before the Covid pandemic hit – and I was furious. I was so angry that I sat down and wrote my debut novel, Just Say It -  having decided to put the anger to good use! The idea for Just Say It was one that I’d had in my head for a long time, but I’d always had the excuse of ‘ahh, I don’t have time to write it’. But then, suddenly, I didn’t have that excuse anymore. So, I just got on with it.


There is a lot of me in the main character, Lisa Grant, but none of the characters in The Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook are remotely like me!


I have always battled against my nemesis, self-doubt, which is why it took so long to release The Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook. It evolved from a listed short story about a writer's group in a small village. 


I grew up in a hamlet on the Wiltshire/Gloucestershire border, and I will never forget some of our loveable quirky neighbours. When you live in a small community, it inevitably becomes the centre of your universe. 


The most enjoyable part of writing for me is creating characters. I love my characters, and, because I loved the characters in the short story, I decided to turn it into a novel. 


When I finished writing The Doyenne, it was an emotionally difficult time because I didn't want to leave the characters behind! I felt like I wanted to give them all a big virtual hug to thank them for bringing the story to life.


I originally wrote the first draft as a straight-up murder mystery farce, but as the story progressed and the Doyenne's life became more complex, it was clear that the slapstick scenes had to go. It still has its comedic moments, though. No bittersweet storyline is complete without it.


THE SECRET LIVES OF THE DOYENNE OF DIDSBROOK

  • A small village.
  • A famous actress turned best-selling author.
  • A puzzling death.
  • And a young woman who won’t stop until she uncovers the truth.


"If you’re someone who enjoys character-driven mysteries with a side of small-town eccentricity and a splash of theatrical charm, this is your kind of read. Fans of Richard Osman, Agatha Christie, or even Joanna Cannon would feel right at home. It’s funny, thoughtful, and heartfelt. And despite the crime at its center, it somehow manages to feel like a warm hug. I’d happily recommend it to anyone who likes their mysteries with brains, heart, and a little sparkle." Literary Titan.


The Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook evolved from a short story about a writer's group in a small village. I grew up in a hamlet on the Wiltshire/Gloucestershire border, and I will never forget some of our loveable quirky neighbours. When you live in a small community, it inevitably becomes the centre of your universe. 


The most enjoyable part of writing for me is creating characters. I love my characters, and, just as I loved the characters in the short story, I decided to turn it into a novel. Finishing writing The Doyenne was emotionally difficult because I didn't want to leave these characters behind! I felt like I wanted to give them all a virtual hug to thank them for bringing the story to life.


I originally wrote the first draft as a straight-up murder mystery farce, but as the story progressed and the Doyenne's life became more complex, it was clear that the slapstick scenes had to go. It still has its comedic moments, though. No bittersweet storyline is complete without it.


JUST SAY IT

  • A midlife crisis
  • A toxic mother-daughter relationship
  • A journey of self-discovery
  • A daughter's resolve to end the conflict


"The characters are believable, the situations are modern and realistic, the plot has heartbreaking and moving twists. The writing is clear and excellent, descriptive and evocative, and overall enjoyable."


Turning forty, Lisa Grant is broke, alone and living in rural Gloucestershire, hurtling towards an inevitable midlife crisis.


Lisa blames her mother, Elizabeth, for many things. Growing up, she saw little of her socialite mother but adored her father. When she was six years old, her father disappeared, and her mother kept the truth about why he left the family home hidden. When starting her journalistic career, Lisa reconnects with her father and discovers grim truths about her controlling mother.


After four decades of sparring with her impossible mother, Lisa cultivates a more rational and sympathetic approach to discovering why her mother lacks empathy. Believing childhood trauma may be responsible, Lisa harnesses her journalistic skills to investigate her mother's past and is shocked by what she finds.

CHARACTERS

My novels are very much character-driven, so I would love to know what you thought about them. Did they influence how much you enjoyed the book? 


Which character’s actions or decisions had the biggest impact on the plot, and how did it change the story?  


Did you like or dislike the characters, and why? Did it influence how much you enjoyed the book? 


Which character would be your ideal dinner guest?  


What might have happened to the characters after the book ended?  

Official Video Trailer for The Doyenne

The Official Video Trailer for the Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook was created by Kathleen Martins @Kathleenmedia over on X. All other videos are homegrown by myself using www.canva.com

WELCOME MY ALTER EGO AND ME!

I think if anyone tells you the odds are slim, just keep walking. Just do whatever the hell you want to do, because they don't know what they're talking about. When you love something, and you work really really hard at it, you can do it.

Melissa McCarthy tessa barrie blog my alter ego and me

Find out more

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

My Alter Ego and Me - Looking at life from the funny side

Videos

The Secret Lives of the Doyenne of Didsbrook

 The remote village of Didsbrook is thrown into turmoil after its best-known resident, the former actress turned best-selling novelist Jocelyn Robertshaw, is found dead under mysterious circumstances.

Villagers are appalled to learn that the charismatic Jocelyn died from Hemlock poisoning. Police claim she shot and ate a quail that had ingested hemlock. A theory disputed by all who knew her well. The animal-loving Jocelyn would never kill anything, but due to the lack of forensic evidence, police rule death by misadventure.

Jocelyn’s young protégée, Lucy Fothergill, determined to discover the truth about what happened to her mentor, discovers a hidden stash of Jocelyn’s notebooks, revealing jaw-dropping secrets from Jocelyn’s past. The impression Jocelyn gave the world that she lived a near-perfect life was an Academy Award-winning performance.

Believing the events from Jocelyn’s past may have led to her death forty-eight years later, Lucy begins to piece together the clues that lead to the truth.

The sleepy village of Didsbrook is about to wake up!

JUST SAY IT

Reviews for my debut novel, a  bittersweet family drama.


Doc Martens takes on Dior as a workaholic daughter who finally rebels against her mollycoddled mother. After forty years of verbal incontinence, will the two ever see eye to eye? Will the twain ever meet?

THE SOUNDS OF THE NIGHT

Random poem!

My Alter Ego and Me Gallery

    Contact Us

    Drop us a line!

    This site is protected by reCAPTCHA and the Google Privacy Policy and Terms of Service apply.

    If you would like a free copy of the .eBook for Just Say It, message me here.

    Help an Indie author today! Read and review their books!  Book reviews are so important and not only for the author. They help potential readers become familiar with what a book is about, give them an idea of how they might react to it and determine whether this book will be right for them.

    My Alter Ego and Me

    Jersey, Channel Islands, UK.

    myalteregoandme@gmail.com

    Generally available!

    Today

    Closed

    Copyright © 2025 My Alter Ego and Me - All Rights Reserved.

    Powered by

    • Privacy Policy

    This website uses cookies.

    We use cookies to analyze website traffic and optimize your website experience. By accepting our use of cookies, your data will be aggregated with all other user data.

    DeclineAccept